Eminem - Eminem - Going Through Changes

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Eminem - Eminem - Going Through Changes

[Ozzy]

Im going through changes
Im going through changes

[Eminem]

Lately I really, feel like Im rolling for like Philly,
I feel like Im losing control of myself, I sincerely,
I apologize if all that I sound like, is Im complaining,
But life keeps on complicating, an Im debating,
On leaving this world, this evening, even my girls,
Can see Im grievin, I try and hide it,
But I cant, why do I act like Im all high and mighty,
When inside, Im dying, I am finally realizing I need help.
I cant do it by myself, too weak, 2 weeks Ive been having
ups and downs,
Going through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying,
Around with the idea, of ending the shit right here.
Im hatin my reflection, I walk around the house tryin to
fight mirrors,
I cant stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what
do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I fear, is Hailie,
Im afraid if I close my eyes I might see her,
Shit..

[Chorus]

[Eminem]

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin at noon,
Yeah dads in a bad mood, hes always snappin at you.
Marshall what happened at you, you cant stop with these
pills,
And youve fallen off with your skills, and your own fans
are laughin at you.
It become a problem youre too pussy to tackle, get up,
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled.
Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed,
They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and
bust,
Nah, it aint like Doody to do that,
He wouldnt fuckin shoot at, no-body, he fights first,
But dwellin on it only makes the night worse,
Now Im poppin Vics, perks and Methadone pills.
Yeah Em, tight verse, you killed it,
Fuckin drug dealers hang around me like "yes
man",
And they gon do whatever I says when, I says it,
Its in their best interest to protect their investment.
And I just lost my fuckin best friend, so fuck it, I guess
then...

[Chorus]

Dont know what Im going through, but I just keep on going
through changes...

My friends just cant understand this new me,
Thats understandable man, but just think how bananas youd
be,
Youd be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and
caged in it like a zoo.
And everybodys lookin at you, what you want me to do,
Im startin to live like a recluse and the truth is,
Fame startin to give me an excuse, to be at a all time
low.
I sit alone in my home theatre, watchin the same damn DVD,
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive.
And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin pillsll make me
feel alright.
And if Im still awake in the middle of the night,
I just take a couple more, yeah youre motherfuckin right,
I aint slowin down for no one, I am almost homeward
bound.
Almost in a coma, yeah homie come on, dont look now,
Daddy, dont you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground.
Fuck, dont I know the sound of that voice,
Yeah baby hold me down.

[Chorus]

[Eminem]

Wake up in the hospital, full of tubes, plus somehow Im
pullin through.
Swear when I come back Ima be bulletproof.
Ima do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few,
Facts, cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth.
Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it
through?
I think about the things I would never got to say to you,
Id never get to make it right, so heres what I came to
do.
Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too,
I still love your mother, thatll never change,
Think about her every day, we just could never get it
together.
Hey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it,
But I swear on everything, Id do anything for her on
anyday.
There are just too many things, to explain, when it rains,
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasnt any pain.
But I cant pretend there aint, I aint placin any blame,
I aint pointin fingers, heaven knows there never been a
saint.
I know it just feels like we just pissed away our history,
But just today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to
say,
I miss you self consciously, wish it didnt end this way.
But I just had to get away, dont know why,
I dont know what else to say, I guess Im..

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